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i'm not here - this isn't happening - last entry / next entry - HATE HATE HATE | 2001-11-15 9:43 a.m.I'm a little bit of everything today, like a buffet table. I'm up, I'm down, I'm all around. I'm cranberry sauce, I'm a souffle. I'm cheesecake, I'm carrots. Hmm, an awful lot of c words in that sentence. Wonder if it's cpsychological? Yesterday:
I need to take this thing more seriously. I'm not going to lose any weight at this rate. And next week I'll be eating out every meal. I need to learn more self-control. Today:
Diet Fuel, in milk, half a scoop (MUCH YUMMIER) 140 calories
NO snacks, NO real Dew, NO passing go, NO collecting $200. I have to have project ideas in today. I don't even want to think about food, and now I have to for at least 8 hours. Ugh. I thought the test went well... that must mean I failed. Stupid American Airline, the tail fell off first. I'm DEFINITELY not flying any more. Sorry Mom and Dad. I guess I'll just have to take the train or something, because I can't drive by myself that far. I really hate myself right now. :( Part 2 2:02 PM I came up with a really cool product idea, but it probably will have been done already. Oh well. :( It's a loser idea on the whole anyway. I'm not creative in food because I don't know much about the chemistry of it all. Food sucks.
GERTMAN, GERTMAN, GERTMAN Story! Short one I swear. R and I were watching the Disney preview tape last night, and some woman came on who was belly dancing. R said, "Oh, I'd like to see her!" And I said, "Goddamnit, I think my goal in life should be to become as hot as possible so you can't say that kind of thing to any woman except me." He laughed and said, "I like that goal." Nonsequitor, sorry. Not even very important. So R and I were joking about getting married, (yeah, joking) and I was saying how much I dislike his stepfather and I wouldn't want him to go to the wedding. Yeah, he said, I don't think he would take it to kindly if we addressed the wedding invitation to Donna T. (his mom) and guest. No, I don't think so. Too bad, too. Oh his car blew up. Couldn't have happened to a nicer guy. The end for now. Listening to:
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