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i'm not here - this isn't happening - last entry / next entry - I hate work. - 124 | 04.17.02 1:30 pmI weighed myself for the first time in a week or so, and low and behold, I'm still at 124. Told you so. I came down with a stomach bug Monday night. I couldn't sleep. My body aches all over, I had a fever of 100.1 yesterday, and today my stomach just won't stop hurting. At least I can move today. I didn't eat much yesterday, and when I finally did, I had a beef burrito. Am I an idiot or what? I don't think I've eaten anything today... Nope. Oh, some sorbet. And my stomach growled its complaints afterwards. I have to go to work at 4. I'm not looking forward to it, except that evenings are calmer than mornings. R and I had it out last night about me working at Staples. He HATES IT. I like working there, but it's not worth it to destroy our relationship. I don't want a desk job. I want a part time job. But we need the money. I don't want to go back to temping, but it looks like I don't have a choice. God, why do I have to be so mixed up? I'm ready to slit my god damned wrists. Listening to:
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