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Taken from my real journal which I wrote in on Cape Cod this weekend:

So tired. I ate way too much today. Just binged and binged. I couldn't stop! I MUST learn to control that. Keep rice cakes in a bag or something. Little broken up ones.

I saw a woman today at the beach who made me ill. She was a crisply-done brown, and she was smoking. Cooking on the inside and out. Next to her was a young, obviously retarded girl. The woman did not speak to the girl and even sat a little bit away from her.

Self-destructive. So much so that she was destroying another life.

How lovely.

I read another chapter to the E-course today. I'm learning so much. I want to get back to work NOW.

But instead, I will go to sleep.

I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT AND GET A GOOD TAN.

Listening to:
Thinking:
Weight:

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recent entries:

Bah - 138 07.19.08
Losing control - 135 07.11.06
Spa weekend - 132 07.03.06
Drinking too much - 134 06.27.06
Okay weekend - ??? 06.26.06