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i'm not here - this isn't happening - last entry / next entry - Memory loss - 122 | 09.17.02 12:00 amI received a REAL letter from Cel! This is truly amazing! She is alive and well. Well, maybe not so good, as she had a heart attack and her daughter is in and out of the hospital constantly. But she's still alive, anyway. Has nice handwriting, too. ;) Okay, what's been going on? My memory is getting worse and worse, along with my typing and spelling. Don't know what's going on there, except that my suspicion is this: the zoloft is slowing my brain down -- the wedding is making me super nervous and has taken over several parts of my brain -- instead of dealing with stuff, I am blocking all sorts of stuff out, like amnesia. Could happen, right? It's the only explanation I can muster. Because I'm sharp, it's not that. I'm just blocking things out completely. I can still run, I can still react, I can still drive my car. I'm just forgetting things. Like, the non-essentials, or some such crap. Speaking of things I've forgotten, I forgot to pick up my birth control pills on Friday. I got home at 4:30, having forgotten, to find out that they closed at 4 and I could not go to pick them up at that time. I thought, no problem, I'll pick them up Saturday between 9 and 1. I was supposed to start a new pill pack on Sunday. But then R came home and said, "So, we should leave early tomorrow." uhhhh..... "For what?" He gave me a look of disbelief and said, "The Scottish Festival? The thing I've been talking about all the time?" "Shit." Another thing I forgot. So I couldn't go Saturday to pick up the pills. I had to pick them up today before I went to work and double up. COuld have been worse, I suppose, but it's getting BAD. I've been trying to combat this by writing things down everywhere. But it has minimal effect. The previous weekend, I missed a dentist appt. Groovy. I'm like the kid in Harry Potter. I know I've forgotten something, I just can't remember what that is. I finished the Precious Moments cross-stitch I was working on for my niece. It's truly adorable, and I will have to post it! Gotta go to bed. Write later. Listening to: Smashing Pumpkins
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