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i'm not here - this isn't happening - last entry / next entry - Fat fat fat - 127 | 11.13.02 9:19 amI was a complete pig yesterday, and today is turning out no better. I went to bed late last night and got up early this morning because I may have a sale of the models I make, and I need the product to be ready to ship out this afternoon.... if the guy even buys it. Grrr.... I have no way of knowing! Anyway, I got REALLY dizzy about 30 minutes ago. I laid down for a little to see if it would go away. It only did a little. I figured maybe food was the problem, so I made myself a grilled cheese (the only thing that sounded appealing and that I wouldn't automatically vomit up) and I feel better now. But my weight is truly unacceptable. Not that I'm fat, but I'm usually less than this!!! :( No, truly, I do not believe that I am fat. I simply believe that I can weigh less. And that I would be DAMN HOT if I did. I haven't gone to the gym since last Monday. Stress about money keeps me from going. I don't feel that I deserve to sit on a bike for an hour reading when I could be trying to make money or taking care of my responsibilities for the Society. Well, back to work. Ugh, I feel crappy. Listening to: NPR
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