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i'm not here - this isn't happening - last entry / next entry - Maybe I love him - 124 | 01.30.03 12:33 pm"What would you attempt to do if you knew you would not fail?" -Robert Schuller I'd probably try out for American Idol. lol So maybe I love my husband. Maybe, even though I'm steamed at him, my feelings for him are still strong. Maybe we both understand that all this trouble is from not communicating. I was in the shower this morning, and he came in to get ready and to give me a kiss. As he gave me a kiss, my heart did a little somersault. He whispered, "Love you." Another backflip. I replied, "Love you." And I meant it. I truly and honestly felt it and meant it. It will get better. I need to decide what the fuck to do about my meds. Started on the 100 mg today. R said last night that he's worried that with the upped dosage that there will be even less sex. That's part of my concern as well. Although, before I went on meds in the first place, I was so depressed that I didn't want sex even then. So I don't think the meds have really changed anything. But at least I could get off then. Hmmmm.... something to think about. Listening to: Classical stuff
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